If only I could do what I wanted. Never mind. I don’t feel like being vague. I guess I don’t have to be like that. I just don’t want people getting the wrong idea. It’s just that, I would scream, at the top of my lungs. For joy. So much joy. I don’t care what people say, it was the best thing that’s happened to me in my life thusfar, not to be easily surpassed. I’d live every day back over again. Who knows. I don’t know, I shouldn’t be thinking about that right now. I should…I should go to bed. But I’m not done.
You came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by
You were an island to discover
14. Raw milk is illegal in NC and I think that really stinks.
15. My husband bought me a car before we were married.
16. Because he loved me and wanted me safe.
17. We met online, but we lived only 95 miles apart.
18. We never managed to go on a real, nighttime, dinner-in-a-real-restaurant date until after we were engaged.
19. I was a competitive gymnast for 5 years, from ages 10-15.
20. I can still do a back-handspring, an aerial, and a full twist (no hands, body straight, back flip with a full twist).
21. I used to help coach gymnastics.
If you thought it would be nice to get a reservation for one of the condos in the new RBC building downtown, you were not alone. The folks that were on the ball probably saw this a while back
“The building will finally replace the parking lot with which First Citizens Bank graced us after imploding their gorgeous 11-story, 1914 tower. Perhaps the most interesting element of the RBC building, though, is its 139 Plaza Condominiums (warning: music) stacked on the building’s top 11 floors. Each unit will have at least one private balcony and much glass on it’s exterior wall(s). Floorplans range from 1 to 3 units and feature 883 to 1987 square feet.”
Well I was not paying attention and now the reservations are gone as well as 50 or more back up reservations. I would have loved to have gotten one of these.
“According to WRAL, units are preselling for $200,000. If that refers to the smallest unit, 883 square feet, then the unit is only $226 per square foot. Given new construction, the view, and the panache of living in Raleigh’s tallest building, that’s a pretty fair price. Surely the larger units are more per foot, but these prices are quite competitive with comparable projects in southern residential towers.”
22. Now I’m a housekeeper for the family who owns the land I live on.
23. I like cleaning other people’s houses.
24. I usually only blog when I know I should be doing something else.
25. My collection of cast-iron cookware has burgeoned into quite a heavy mass.
26. My kitchen is INCREDIBLY tiny, so I keep small appliances in my bedroom, large pots in the loft, and cookbooks in the living room.
27. I love cheese.
28. I cook low-carb, high-fat meals.
brukte biler
billig-flybilletter
forsikringen
sms-ringetoner
billig-reiser
29. People sometimes think if I work in the medical field.
30. The internet and having two handicapped boys is entirely to blame for this.
31. I wouldn’t trade them (the boys, that is) for anything in the world.
32. I really, really want to have more children. At least 2, and at least one girl.
33. The computer I’m using now is the first computer I have ever purchased for myself with my very own money.
34. I wrote journals obsessively for approximately 6 years, then off and on for another 3.
35. Now I rarely journal, but still have all this “stuff” in my head that is dying for some sort of outlet. I’m likely to explode sometime in the near future.
I thought I had been doing okay, being without him. And then one day I just realized that I wasn’t again. I mean, I was, I will be and I am. But then he all of a sudden was in the front of me all the time. Everything that I thought of had to do with him. I don’t know why it was. I guess it was when I realized that I had to be honest with both myself and him and tell him that I was still in love with him. That I couldn’t just go around acting like we could just be buddy-buddy. Because if that were to happen then I would just…I don’t know. I can’t do that because it just draws me right back into him.
Questions of science, science and progress, do not speak as loud as my heart
It’s beyond true. I hate when people try to rationalize emotions. They say they’re chemical reactions going on in our bodies and that they don’t actually mean anything. FUCK YOU! So they’re chemical reactions? They make us do crazy-ass things, do they not? They make us feel like we love. Then we do love. Whatever we feel is true is. Goddammit it is. And science doesn’t mean a damn thing when in comparison to the heart.
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